I don’t have a PhD (sadly), and I don’t think the nerds and geeks of the world will embrace me without a thorough interrogation to find out exactly my capacity in terms of nerdiness and geekiness.
I am what I like to call a person who might not be A4, but I’m not half bad at fitting in that piece of paper anyway.
I had hoped that in time I would grow out of the feeling of not really fitting. I think I have. But sometimes i get offhand comments that I am over thinking things, too this or too that. I know I can be annoying. More often than not, I really don’t mean to. It’s just the way I am. I’m hardly ever showing off, because all my tricks are really not that great or are totally missing the audience.
This video resonates with me, and I would have loved it if it didn’t. Or would I?
It’s a funny feeling, not liking oneself, and yet being perfectly happy in oneself.
I have grown to like myself and accept myself, but it is hard to be myself around other people.
Why is it so?
Maybe I’m a bit different after all?